-in love-

About three and a half weeks have passed after my proposal to my best friend.  You start to have deep thought about how much you love the man or woman you are marrying and all the times you spent together, happy, sad, good and bad all sparks in your mind.  It flashes back all the memories you've created and comes to a coast to present tense then begins pondering of how life is going to be with the person you are going to marry.  Future hopes and dream are imagined and planned of how life is going to be with that other person with the possibility of additional family members, bundles of joy.  To some, marriage might be different, but to me, I can see a life long commitment to my soon to be wife, my fiancee, and my best friend.  Who know's what the future holds but I know I will always continue to love my soulmate.

Initial Planning Phases Wedding pt1

If you just tuned in, I proposed to my best friend, girl friend and now Fiance in Laguna Beach on the outskirts of Las Brisas Restaurant alongside the beach.  The start of that morning stirred up many emotions, anxious, nervous, happy, excited... you name it, I had it.  The drive to Laguna Beach, sitting in the restaurant trying to keep composure with one thing in mind, proposing.  I was shakey, and a bit worried that she might have seen the box in my pants.  Ok, my pants are not the most baggy, they are just fitting, tapered... So the whole time, you can see it!  It pops out under my jeans pocket so I'm like dude she saw.  Thankfully enough after the proposal, she didn't notice so everything turned out as planned if not better.  So now almost two weeks have passed, we've decided on a date, coming up with a guest list to know how large our party is going to be and now setting up appointments for a venue.  We have 11 months ahead of us now and time is ticking. 

.Take a moment.

Got work, sit through traffic, by the time you get home... your second job continues.  Sometimes we think that life is so stressful that we cant spare a moment to even breathe.  I've heard people complain that they don't even have 30 mins to do a quick excercise.  I know I may not have as many to do's on my to do list but I know for a fact, each person can spare some time to sit and relax and do something that they enjoy doing.  This is quite similar to my other post where sometimes people need to stop and smell the roses, look at the trees,the skies and nature on how beautiful life is presented all around us.  Enjoy the time you have with friends and family and look to seeing that they are happy before you are.  That is what makes me the simple, yet balanced and understanding individual that I am.  So I say, take a moment, take a breathe of fresh air, and do something for yourself.  Excercise your right

Love you more than the entire earth!

So much positive energy coursing through my body, the utter feel of extreme satisfaction and being grateful for the loved ones in my life.  The sheer joy I feel overwhelms me at times at how thankful I am for the life I was given, and the experiences I went through.  To be in love with your best friend the way I am with mine, makes you feel on top of the world, feel as if you are invincible to any obstacle, because all you have is each other and having a clear understanding of each other can break down any impossible feat among this earth.

Happy 5 months baby!  I love you